It’s like I’m dreaming in black and white, and they never sleep. I want to dream in colours again, but I can’t. I don’t want to let go of black and white.
S used to say that Jay’s Ge Qian speaks volume to him, because it is able to perfectly capture the essence of his regrets.
Me, I think Ming Ming Jiu suits me very well because I think I’m someone who has really a truckload of baggage I carry all around. Most of the time they don’t weigh me down but on days that do, it can get pretty bad. It has never occurred to me till now, but I’m someone who probably acts according to what I feel and not think.
During Jay’s concert, I sat next to S who sat next to C. I found it quite sad because C just broke up, hasn’t gotten over it, and here he was listening to Jay songs. It’s the worst feeling ever, listening to songs that stir up those emo feelings in you yet not able to do anything about it. (All 3 of us agreed that practically every Jay song is able to stir up emotions within us.)
Favorite Jay concert song is Yi Lu Xiang Bei (: his rendition of Kai Bu Liao Kou was damn good haha (brings back a lot a lot of memories especially between me and J.)
I don’t know where to draw the line for you, you, and them. It’s making me upset especially when both of you are so close to me, give me some time to think things through k.
Been feeling rather uneasy and moody. I think it’s the insecurities acting up again. Aud, be strong!:) things are going to change and if it really changes, then take a leap of faith and not dwell over it.
Very very much in the mood to not talk to anyone and have some quiet time alone to mull over things instead.
Things I am so grateful for.
My mummy who is constantly nagging at me even though I’ve told her a zillion times how annoying it gets.
Daddy who works to support this family :’)
Able to get a decent job as a tutor and save 5k (one year worth of hostel) so far.
Nainai for loving me so much as a blessed granddaughter
Eric, my one and only bb with baby fats, because he looks after me incredibly well most of the time and brings out the best in me.
I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS GIF FOREVER
literally every person on tumblr.
In case you were wondering, this is what it’s like to work in customer service.
Tomorrow is pumpfest, and a week after that would be bby’s holidays, don’t think I’ll get to see him much (sigh). The following week would be FASS Camp, followed by the end of June.
I’m secretly worried that June and July will pass by in such a flash that before I know it spending time with bb will be a rarity. I don’t want to see him once every week, no! Not after I’ve been seeing him more than three times a week for the past 3 months.
Been relatively :( about this, sigh!! I really hope hostel life would suit me too, knowing that I’m not exactly very adaptable. Whatsoever, ill really miss bb alot!! How?? D:
NUS vs NCSS scholarship?
I have made up my mind!
Today was exercise day! Ran abit this morning before heading off to tuition, followed by climbing in the afternoon and yoga at night! Yoga was crazily tiring but it has strengthened my injured leg so I’m grateful!!:) just that the dull ache on my back is killing me everytime I breathe (which is like, all the time) -.-
Have no idea what to do tomorrow!!
Go nainai house, visit yeye at the temple, go orchard, visit c in the hospital (I have already summarize this list ok). All these in a span of 4h. Omgggg all are equally important to me how :/? Shall ask bb. :D
My kiddies gave bb and I a thank you card each for all the training sessions! And they sponsored my climbing tee as well (lol thank you? Hahaha)
if yall are reading this and stalking me, thank you kids, y’all have made my day on many occasions and it has been a blessing to be able to teach yguys ^o^
Bb and I are going to adventure cove AGAIN this Thursday!! Whoopee (: